&& after i talk to you

no matter how bad i

felt before,, i always

ALWAYS

walk away smiling

remembering how

youre eyes sparkle…

so heres to teenage romance & never knowing why it hurts like hell.

sure.. we act like immature idiots.. but at least we're having fun! =)

it's not what
i feel for you
it's what i don't feelfor anyone
but you

she is barley holding on
but she knows she can't let go

Y0UR MiSSiNG WHATS RiGHT iN
FR0NT 0F Y0U.. A GiRL THAT W0ULD
GiVE UP ANYTHiNG JUST T0 BE W/
Y0U..

<3behind my smile is a hurting heart
behind my laugh i'm [falling] apart
look closely at me an u will see
the girl [ ii am ] - isn't me

Break the rules,
and stand apart,
Ignore ur head
and follow your
Heart <3

// i'm a strong girl
\\ keepin my shit in line
// even with tears streamin
\\ d o w n \ my______cheek
// i manage to say those 2 words
            i` m   f i n e

i know i`m made of mistakes , disapointments
&    failures ;; but i promise you there`s a part *
of me that is |[ a c t u a l l y ]|  worth keeping<3

She paints pretty pictures * but it has a twist
A knife as her paintbrush * she paints on her wrist

yeah...
i know its wrong but its [ feels ] so right
so i'll just add another scar tonight <|3

Smile. It's easier than explaining why you're sad.

for him i'd smile when he's happy'
kiss him when he's sad  ..  try to be the
perfect girl  &  calm him when he's mad
hold ' his  hand  to  make  him  strong' &
say hes right when' i know he's wrong

she sits and cries painful tears fill her eyes
silent screams and cries of pain
arms full of cuts and scars of shame
alone in this world a blade as a friend
to stop her pain to make it all end
she lies in her regret spills of blood drop
this is her way to make it all stop

-It wasn't a suicide attempt ;; it was an escape from
everything awful. When we cut, we control our own pain,
& we make it stop whenever we want. Physical pain relieves
mental angiush. For that brief moment, the pain of cutting
is the only thing in the cutter's mind. & when the others come back, they're weaker. Drugs do that too, but not like
cutting ;; nothing is like cutting.

its not a perfect world, people get hurt,

you have to smile when you feel like crying

and say your ok when your falling apart

but you learn to let it go cause in the end

you realize that theres nothing you can do

Just because I smile

Doesn’t mean I am happy

Because it only takes one smile

To cover a million tears

Should i cut or take the pain?
The dripping blood or just plain shame?
The sharpened knife or falling tears?
The morning scars or all the fears?
is he worth it, is it true? Or is he alredy
over you?